Wondering

I'm sitting in my room, awake at 2:15 am, wondering...

Wondering how different life will be after my nephew is born in {hopefully} a few short hours.

Wondering how I can already feel my extreme love for him.

Wondering what my relationship will be like with him.

Wondering how I will leave him to go back to school.

Wondering how amazing of a mother my sister will be.

Baby E:

I hope you forever know how much you have been loved from the moment we knew about you.

I cannot wait to cuddle you in my arms and smell your sweet baby skin.

I promise to be at every sports event, music concert, play, graduation, school dance, and everything in between.  Because one day, I know your beautiful mama will do the same for me.

I love you buddy.

Auntie Coco